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I know you are doing fine and running, playing and having so much fun with all your friends in doggy Heaven. I can only find comfort knowing you are not suffering with those horrible seizures. But my heart still aches for my precious baby boy. I miss you so terribly bad. I will never understand why some things happen or why our babies get sick. You gave my life meaning, you brought me so much joy, you were such a good boy, never caused any problems, you were my sidekick. What I would give to be able to see and hold you one more time. You, my baby boy are unforgettable ... Forever in my heart. I love you Raz.
I lost my dear "Fluffy" on Thursday, 1-24-13 due to Kidney Failure. She was born on 10-23-2000. She was my Precious little girl, my Best Friend my security little Bundle of joy. I never imagined she would be gone so fast. She was a very fun loving little girl. I miss her so, so much!!  If only I can have her one more day. My other Boy poodle... Her partner "Oreo" is so sad.  
My Beautiful Princess I will forever cherish your Memory and keep you close in my heart.  I know you are now running and playing with all the doggie Angels. l love you my Precious Fluffy. Love Mommy. 



Dec. 27, 2009

It doesn't get any easier being without.

I miss you as much today as I did the first day.

I love you!




I went Saturday, Valentine's Day to get a tattoo of your name put under the heart I have, they were too busy to do it that day so I am hoping to get an appointment to have it done this week. I think of you every day. There is such a blank space in my life without you. I don't understand why things have to turn out the way they do. You gave so much love to all of us and what a good boy you were. I love you... you are and always will be my precious little boy.



It's Halloween


you won't have to worry about all the little

trick or treaters that always scared you.

I miss you!



I was going through some things and I found the baby teeth you lost. It made me smile and cry. I'm glad your Daddy had the idea to save them.

I miss you so much Raz!  

Maddie, Sweet Pea, & Dolly
Happy Fathers Day! We love and miss you very much.

June 1, 2008

I wish I could have just one more day with you. You are missed so much.


April 29, 2008

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with

Him forever in the next.



April 28, 2008

You are on my mind so much today. There are times I catch myself looking for you or thinking you are still with us and it's such a sad feeling to realize you're not here. 


April 22, 2008

I was sitting outside in the swing this afternoon and kept looking over to see you beside me and it was just an empty spot where you always laid. You were always beside me and loved days like today laying in the swing or on the deck soaking up the sun. You are missed so much and things are not the same without my little boy. I love you!

Sweet Pea and Dolly

April 20, 2008

We miss you so much


April 19, 2008

In My Heart
I thought of you with love today, but that is nothing new.
I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too.
I think of you in silence. I often speak your name.
Now all I have is memories, and your picture in a frame.
Your memory is my keepsake, with which I’ll never part.
God has you in his keeping.
I have you in my heart.

Raz, I miss you lil buddy. It's just not the same with you gone. I know though that you are happy where you are with God and all the other animals. I hope you have a Pooh couch and a big stuffed dog, and a porcupine like you had here. Maddie misses you also. The weather is getting warmer here finally. I know how you loved to be outside. I'm sure you are running through fields of beautiful flowers and playing with no worries at all. It's hard to not to think about the pain you had here but I am trying to think more about how much better you feel now and how happy you are. I know you check in on us like I said I can feel you around us. I love you Raz very much. When you see Trouble, Wheeler and Cujo tell them I love them too. Love, Sissy
Raz, My sweet baby boy it's hard to believe it's been a week today since I lost you. I miss you so much. You are always on my mind. We all miss you, your grandma cried the other day when she looked at your page and she rarely crys over anything. Everyone that loves you are still in shock over your death and it's hard to comprehend that you're not coming back to us. We all talk about the things you would do, like grandma was talking about how you would say mama and I love you. You were such a smart boy, so well behaved and you loved everyone. Of all the people in this world that could have had you it was I that became the luckiest person to have you 8 wonderful years. That wasn't long enough but I am thankful for the time we did have you. You brought us joy and gave my life meaning. I love you with every breath in my body! 

April 15, 2008

Dolly was acting like you last night which brought a smile to my face. I miss you so much and all through the day and night you're still in my every thought.


April 14, 2008

I think of you all the time. I keep telling myself you're in a better place and I shouldn't be so selfish to wish you back to this life. It's my heart and needs that want you here with me, and that's not fair to your memory because if you were here you would be sick and unable to live a normal life and as much as it hurts I wouldn't want you to live that way. I want you to be happy and rest in peace, God needs you with him so you can give everyone there happiness and bring big smiles to their face as you have ours. I love you my sweet baby boy and miss you so much.


April 13, 2008

Once again the first thing I thought of today was you. We all miss you so much. Maddie is so lonely that she just lays around and she won't eat, and we all know how well Maddie loves to eat. Raz without you here things don't seem right. I just keep wishing for one more day with you. There are times I think I have to go get Raz and bring you home, but it's not like the times before when I could just go pick you up at the hospital and bring you home.

I remeber the time I had to rush you to the vet at 3am and they had to keep you, I remember the next day when I went to check on you and you seemed much better and how that crazy Dr. Copeland told me I should make arrangements to let you go on then, thank God I didn't listen to him. I took you out of there and rushed you to Dr. Ragland office, the staff and doctors there spared your life and gave you almost another year with me. I am thankful for vets that consider the needs and well being of animals. I know way to well how easy it is for some to just look at them and say it's going to be costly you should just put him down. Dr. Ragland saved your life and in the extra year I had you, you and Maddie gave us 5 beautiful babies.

I believe it was meant to be because everyone thought you would never be able to have babies. You still had a reason for being on this Earth and it had to be so you and Maddie could have those babies, and I believe that's why we couldn't part with 2 of them, they are part of you and now that you are no longer with us Dolly and Sweet Pea are here to remind us of their Daddy and how much you are loved and how you will live on in them.

I love you and miss you so much my sweet baby boy.

Raz I miss you like crazy lil buddy. I miss hearing you wake up and shaking your head, hearing your little feet running across the floor, laying besdie me on the couch when you were cold, and just everything about you I miss you so much. I do hope that you know that I cared alot about you. I hated it when you had a seizure. That time you had one and we were alone I was so scared, but I held you and told you that everything would be alright. I know they would hurt you bad.  You are not suffering anymore. I am sure you have met up with Trouble and you guys are playing and having a ball. Maddie sleeps with your porcupine. She looks for you everyday. You know we thought you would not be able to have puppies, but the ones that you and Maddie had together, well they are your legacy Raz, they are miracle babies. Dolly looks just like you with her hair cut, and Sweet Pea well she is still the little runt :). They miss you also. I know you are still around us, I can feel you standing at the gate, or laying on the couch. I just wish I could have told you good-bye, and give you one last kiss and hug. I'm sorry I wasn't able to do that, but please know I miss you and love you so much Raz. 

April 12, 2008

My precious Raz, I am trying so hard to remember only the good times we shared, but it's still so fresh in my mind how the day started off on April 9, 2008. I knew the night before something was wrong and you were getting worse, you weren't acting yourself which meant I should expect you would soon be having another attack. I can't help but wonder what if I had kept you busy playing outside, holding you, talking softly to you through the day or maybe taking you for a ride would have prevented this terrible tragedy.

I have never saw you become so sick as you did with this one. When I called your doctor I knew in my heart what they would tell me and to be faced with a decision I would have to make was the unthinkable. I paced the floors and I cried the whole time, walking past you as you laid on the couch all I could do was take a quick look at you and turn my head. Fear and guilt was taking over all my emotions. Several times as I walked by you I stopped to rub your tiny head and as you looked up at me I saw in your eyes, it was like you were saying I'm sick Mommy and what are we going to do.

Raz, I hate that day and I hate how it ended. I reach for you every night while laying in bed to see if you're cold and to kiss you good night and you're not there. I wake every morning to find you are not beside me and when I walk through the house I look around to see where you are and you're no where to be found. I can't stand the heartache of not having you. I know you're in a better place and free from pain and suffering but I'm selfish I want my baby back. I love you and miss you my sweet baby boy.

Another day without you and the heartache isn't getting any better. Raz, you made my life have meaning, you were my little pal. You brought me so much joy. God has you now and he can do for you what I wasn't able to do. I want you to run, play and be happy, baby do the things in Heaven that you never had the chance to do here. You're in good hands and you know I wouldn't share you or trust anyone else to take care of you but the good Lord above, he's going to take care you and nothing or noone will never hurt you. I know God smiles knowing what a good boy you are. He watched over you down here and now he's watching you up there. I love you Razzel and mommy misses you

Raz gave me unconditional love. He was the best. I was blessed to have 8 years with him. He always knew I would never let anything or anyone hurt him, I just couldn't fix this I couldn't make him well. Raz loved everyone even strangers, there wasn't a mean bone in his body. I love that little boy and he will be missed.

Donna a.k.a. Sissy
Razzel was a very loving dog. He wasn't just a dog to our family he was more like a child. He was full of joy and loved everyone. He will be missed dearly.
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